Quote by Coach Spans yesterday when I bounced up to her asking permission to enter FLM07! Yesterday ... I felt the electricity from the event and the runners, and I wanted to be there in the heart of the action. I saw the fast ladies with total awe and wanted to be them, so slender and toned and fit and fast. I saw the elites who had "Had accidences" and thought how sad to be so fixed on a goal to do that and carry on regardless. Then I could see (and feel) the pain and suffering from the slower runners, leaning against rails stretching and trying to take drugs. I saw huge smiles and tears and pride. Then part of me said BOLLOX I am entering next year regardless whilst part of me said that I still wanted to be with the faster people whilst recognising that they looked alone and that they were running alone That is a huge question ... I want the happiness of achieving my goal whilst wanting to do FLM or another marafun again ASAP yet I know that marafun training at my current ...
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Start a new week tomorrow, eh?
And tomorrow could be a new week for you.
Tomorrow I have club so maybe that will keep me focused. Supposed to be going for a curry Friday with work but not sure I really want to go now ... it's not the eating thing 'cos I love curry and will enjoy it. I just don't feel as if I would really enjoy it... I'm the new girl and even the new lads in my team (those who also moved up with me) have been working in Loughborugh for 3-6 months more than me so fit in better. I think I may find an excuse - Oliver has a very bad cold you know!
Then I can go to club have a good run and come home to a bottle of wine with hubby - sounds much more fun!
let it go and start again tomorrow (())