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I'm having a Moan

I'm moaning here because I can.
I'm fed up with being tired thanks to disturbed sleep.
I'm fed up with being bored at work.
I'm fed up with being ignored at work and feeling like the admin girl who doesn't deserve being spoken to.
I'm fed up and tired and had enough.
I want change but NOW and I know change can't happen now.
Plus I know my moaning won't be appreciated or understood at home so I am moaning here.

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