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I've lost my way!

My walk with Duck proved I can't read a map and it's the same with life!

I'm fine ... just lost.

I'm fed up (which you might have noticed!) and there are a few reasons for this.

  • Fed up with work - being treated like a PA for a start
  • Fed up with being overweight and unhappy with myself
  • Fed up with the lack of security or direction in work
  • Fed up with some staff at work
  • I've lost my running mojo and I
  • need a challenge and new direction

And that's where I am. The work links to the weight because I am an emotional eater. I've lost my confidence in me and my ability to do jobs because there is no challenge or direction at work.

I've already spoken about the exercise - so I'm just doing stuff when the feeling takes me whilst looking for a challenge. In an odd way the TW does not meet the challenge criteria! I know I will do that, its a fact.

So I'm lost and trying to find a map I can read!

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womble said…
Pix, there are lots of things you can do and be, you know. List those in your next posting:

I can swim.... [lots and lots of lengths]
I can do an umpteen mile walk [95% of the population can't or won't]
I am a fab mother
I am a good friend
I am good at my job

and so on ......
7:08 PM, May 14, 2006
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