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Feeling Sad and Lonely

Hubby is working nights this week and next.
Tonight I wrote the Christmas cards for my side of the family:
1 college friend
1 school friend
the ex child minder
my parents
my grandma
that's all it took - how pathetic is that?

Posted Hubby's cards this morning - 9 off them all family. I have just 2 family cards left to write. Seems very wrong at this time of year when family and friends re-unite and get together to have so little to write. I have many more "virtual" friends from the Runners World website ... see them at races (for a hug) and they are like long lost friends, but it's an online friendship that is somehow different.
I wouldn't be without my forum friends - I love them all, they are all so suportive and understanding and there is always someone there to help or listen when you need it, no I'd never be without them.

Just seems very sad a lonely tonight - empty bed, son asleep and no-one to write cards too, no-one to say "whopps did I forget to tell you my new address!" and the annual Christmas note asking how the family is and what's happened in the last 12 months.

I'll sulk off to bed now

PS:- just drunk a pint of water beanz, leon and Robert - will try to drink more tomorrow especially as it is club night so I need to drink before hand!

sweet dreams all

Comments

Evil Pixie said…
{wipes tear from eyes}
Thanks Benz ... I was just a tad down last night ... my pile of cards look pathetic, especially now Oliver has written about 30!

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